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  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Maybe a corner is turned

    April 20, 2022 /

    I’ve been hard at work with my lessons in kreyòl on Duolingo, and on paper it looks good—Level 21 / 25! Super, right? Only I’m frustrated because it still seems so atomized. I’m learning words and some phrases, but Duolingo has limited flexibility to say things in other ways. For example, “Sa k pase?” which means “How’s it going?” (“What’s passing/happening?”). But the more common phrase in Haiti is “Sa k ap fèt?” which means “What’s up?” (“What’s the festival?”). Or even the short “Anfòm?” with the response “Anfòm” (“Fit” / “Okay?” “Fit” / “Yes”). It’s not wrong to say “Sa k ap pase?” It’s fine! But it’s more common…

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    Food Is Family

    May 7, 2023

    In which I learn more words

    July 5, 2022

    Seeing with a New Tongue

    August 27, 2023
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    The case of the missing person

    April 17, 2022 /

    Today’s lesson brought up what I’d seen in the past in a few lessons here and there. Let me show you this sentence in kreyòl: L ap akompli li. Based on what I’ve learned, the word for “he,” “she,” and “it” is “li.” Sometimes (well, to be honest, probably 98% of the time!) the “li” is shortened to just “l” when followed by a vowel sound, such as the word “ap,” which turns the verb “akompli” (accomplish) into the participle form “accomplishing.”  And it’s not a perfect 1:1 ratio. Sometimes it looks like it can’t be shortened, and I am not certain of the rules. I do know that the…

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    A street scene in Jakmèl, Ayiti. (also known as Jacmel, Haiti) A colonnade with several open bays.

    Maurice Sixto and His Stories

    March 27, 2023
    Two matching windows, side by side, with matching shutters. There is a flowerpot in each window.

    De Kestyon, Reponn (Two Questions, Answered)

    January 26, 2023
    A montage of human faces overlaid by various color filters.

    What makes someone a human?

    March 2, 2023
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Let’s talk about what, exactly

    April 16, 2022 /

    Let’s talk about what, exactly. So kreyòl has a whole interesting way to form words of interrogation/asking in ways that remind me of Esperanto. The key to the base of question-words is “ki” (pronounced “kee” but with a short vowel sound that’s hard to show in English—think of it in the way you’d say in Spanish “aqui”). So “ki” by itself is kinda just “what” or whichki tòti == which turtles? ki + moun == what people == whokilès is also “who” [I think the “lès” is an agglomerative noun of some kind, like “people,” but I make it a rule that I don’t try to go further than where…

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    Ki kote m ye?

    July 23, 2023
    A book cover for "Chita Pa Bay". An outline of a man With one hand he is holding a conch shell to his lips to sound an alarm, and with his other he holds a machete.

    I begin “Chita Pa Bay”

    December 31, 2022
    A montage of human faces overlaid by various color filters.

    What makes someone a human?

    March 2, 2023
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    The mystery of the “the”

    April 6, 2022 /

    There has been a couple of things I’ve been keeping notes on as I’m learning, and one of them is the mystery of the final “a/an/nan/lan” in some sentences referring to “my thing.” For example,“Èske ou bezwen pa m nan?” which is to mean “Do you want mine?” It parses out fairly easily as “Do” (Èske) “you” (ou) “want” (bezwen) “my thing” (pa m, short for pa / pou mwen, meaning “for me”), but that final “nan” was just mysterious. In this context “nan” is standing for the idea of “that” or “the.” Example, “dam nan” (or “dam lan”) is “the lady.” You can see the connection with “Dame” and…

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    A montage of human faces overlaid by various color filters.

    What makes someone a human?

    March 2, 2023
    White cat stretching on a brown wooden plank

    Two Things

    June 29, 2024
    A book cover. A young boy holding his bicycle is kissed by a young girl.

    Mwen damou pou Vava – a story

    March 17, 2023
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    What’s mine is mine, I guess

    March 26, 2022 /

    Week 4 of learning Haitian Creole and things are kicking up a notch. Now it’s getting into “ownership” (how to say that something is mine or yours, such as “my father” or “your cat” or even “mine” or “yours.” It is not what I expected, and previously used words now are used in very new ways. It is at once easier—no new words to learn!—and harder—hey, some words have entirely different meaning now! Which is like English, of course, but I’ve been speaking/writing/hearing English for my whole life, and it just “makes sense” that English can verb nouns with ease & we pick it up. So, onward and upward! Èske…

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    I begin “Chita Pa Bay”

    December 31, 2022
    avocado, split in half. The bottom half is the entire avocado, and the top half shows the top part of the seed.

    My Year So Far

    June 1, 2024

    The Enchantment of Creole

    December 12, 2022
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Starting point

    March 20, 2022 /

    About three weeks ago I was encouraged by some Haitian friends to start using Duolingo. They knew of my interest in learning their language, and they had talked with me about the differences in the French and Haitian Creole languages, but there really wasn’t a place that would make it easy for me to learn kreyòl ayisyen. Then Duolingo announced they were releasing their course on Haitian Creole! They urged me to sign up, and so I did. I’m now about three weeks in, and it’s been a whirlwind. Here are some observations: Learning a language isn’t just about learning words. It’s about learning rhythms and logic and meanings of…

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    Ki kote m ye?

    July 23, 2023
    A person climbs a sheer cliff.

    Day 360 : Se Papa Li, Se Pa Pa Li

    February 18, 2023

    In which I learn more words

    July 5, 2022
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    The journey begins . . .

    February 21, 2022 /

    Today I started my first lessons in Haitian Creole (“kreyòl ayisyen”) using Duolingo. Wish me luck!

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    The Subtle Traps for the Unwary Learner

    February 8, 2023

    Liv kreyòl ayisyen fini!

    December 8, 2022

    Binary confidence (Binè konfyans)

    January 11, 2023
  • American Exceptionalism,  faith,  justice,  questions,  writing

    Beliefs and Behaviors

    August 19, 2021 /

    The Jesus of the texts doesn't encourage harm for others—and the opponents of health protocols aren't demonstrating the person of the texts.

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    Shadows on the Wall

    July 15, 2021
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    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 39: Equality Starts with Equity

    January 18, 2020
    Domino tiles laid out on a wooden table

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 40: Bull in a China Shop

    January 26, 2020
  • Sihouette of man walking toward light
    American Exceptionalism,  Black Lives Matter,  justice,  racism

    Shadows on the Wall

    July 15, 2021 /

    CRT is about systems, not individuals. Systems are developed as shortcuts for lengthy processes so that we don’t spend all our time trying to figure out how to hand multiple situations and not have disparate outcomes.

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    On the Existence of Black Folk

    July 26, 2025
    protest march with a sign that says "No Justice No Peace."

    When we resist, we resist completely

    April 8, 2023
    A white coffee mug with coffee in it. It has the word "BEGIN" on it, and sits on a wooden table.

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 46: Whole Again

    May 25, 2020
  • Black Lives Matter,  humor,  justice,  racism,  reviews

    REVIEW: Sure, I’ll Be Your Black Friend

    June 25, 2021 /

    I’ve read many books this year, some of them similar to his in that they are life stories. This is the first one that I finished where I wanted to have more.

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    When we resist, we resist completely

    April 8, 2023
    AI generated image of a black tea kettle and several black pots

    When the Pot Gets It Wrong About the Kettle

    September 23, 2023
    Man sitting on bench by church

    A Place We Cannot Enter

    October 14, 2019
  • Brass key sitting on fallen leaves
    American Exceptionalism,  Black Lives Matter,  faith,  justice,  racism

    Hard Questions, Hard Answers

    June 20, 2021 /

    Jesus gets to the heart of the matter, which is simply you can’t follow Jesus if you have more important things than Jesus.

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    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 35: If Only You’d Be More Like Me

    November 15, 2019

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 15: The Whole Story

    March 14, 2019
    Sihouette of man walking toward light

    Shadows on the Wall

    July 15, 2021
  • American Exceptionalism,  Black Lives Matter,  faith,  history,  justice,  racism

    Real but Imaginary Threats

    June 19, 2021 /

    Much ink will be spilled in the next few months or even years about the topic of Critical Race Theory (CRT), both by those who think they support it and those who think they oppose it

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    Moral Switzerlands

    July 15, 2019
    Brass key sitting on fallen leaves

    Hard Questions, Hard Answers

    June 20, 2021
    Several Haitian schoolchildren line up for a picture.

    Sometimes our brains tell the truth while our emotions lie

    May 3, 2023
  • American Exceptionalism,  faith,  history,  justice,  racism,  writing

    The Fear of Transparency

    June 5, 2021 /

    The myth of white success also develops the myth of white innocence. All the successes were due to white efforts that others seemed unable to copy; all the events of terror and destruction were minimalized and forgotten. And white innocence was preserved & confirmed for a people who could gladly declare their devotion to America as the land of “liberty and justice for all.”

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    Not Your Place, Not Your Time

    April 15, 2022

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 16: Logos and Stereotypes

    March 19, 2019
    A man works to repair a church window.

    On Deconstruction

    March 17, 2022
  • A white man in a hat smiles at a white woman who smiles back.
    American Exceptionalism,  Black Lives Matter,  Books,  faith,  history,  justice,  racism

    REVIEW: Good White Racist?

    May 24, 2021 /

    As your friend, I need to tell you something about myself that I also see in you, and it’s something that’s bringing harm to people.

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    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 16: Logos and Stereotypes

    March 19, 2019
    Four sheep facing the viewer. They are standing in a field.

    To My Evangelical Faith Family

    August 29, 2020
    An ocean shore in the tropics. A line of palms stretches from the lower left to the middle right.

    When you think you want to help

    April 28, 2023
  • A white man in a hat smiles at a white woman who smiles back.
    American Exceptionalism,  Black Lives Matter,  Books,  faith,  history,  justice,  racism,  reviews

    REVIEW: Good White Racist?2

    May 24, 2021 /

    It’s not necessarily an easy book to read, although it is written with a clear, bracing, compassionate style. It will be hard to read because it is like having someone sit you down and say, “As your friend, I need to tell you something about myself that I also see in you, and it’s something that’s bringing harm to people.”

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    The Charlottesville Declaration

    April 27, 2019
    Cannon facing the harbor ready to fire

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 29: Intent and Impact

    July 24, 2019

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 4: Optimism

    February 2, 2019
  • American flag, backlighted so that a white cross appears on the blue canton with white stars
    American Exceptionalism,  faith,  history,  justice,  racism

    The Devil Is a Christian Nationalist

    May 23, 2021 /

    There is no divine right for Christians to control the government. There is no place in the Constitution for Christians to be given charge of the government to rule as “Christians.”

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    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 17: My Good People

    March 20, 2019

    Sliding Away from Relevancy

    September 24, 2019

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 16: Logos and Stereotypes

    March 19, 2019
  • A Black woman and a white woman look down at an unseen fire. One is holding a stick with a marshmallow on it.
    musings

    REVIEW: The Black Friend: On Being a Better White Person

    May 20, 2021 /

    Absolutely great. Frank, honest, funny, touching, real. Frederick Joseph here is at once wonderfully endearing and approachable and also blunt and direct, someone who is self-possessed and self-aware, and someone who is going to be a great friend for whomever will let him be exactly that. I found myself laughing on quite a few pages, but almost in the next line wincing or even blurting out “oh my god.” There is so much truth here, and great observations, and the definite proclamation of “I am a man,” much in the spirit of the resisters of the 1960s. I appreciated so much the willingness to go into the paint, as it…

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    SPEAKASY: An interview with Elyse Douglas

    May 4, 2022
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    Words of Apology

    May 9, 2020
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    Surfing the Avalanche

    February 15, 2010
  • Gruff bearded white cowboy wearing a white hat
    American Exceptionalism,  faith,  history,  justice,  Life Recovery Skills

    REVIEW: Jesus and John Wayne

    May 19, 2021 /

    Du Mez answers the question “What happened to white Evangelicals between Clinton and Trump?” with provocative, well-researched data to show the inevitability of the election results in 2016—and 2020.

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    Safety monitors

    January 28, 2023
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    Beyond the Sight Lines of Racism

    January 1, 2021

    Wyte Innocence

    March 28, 2022
  • American Exceptionalism,  justice,  racism

    Maybe the Tree Is Bad

    April 16, 2021 /

    If policing is such a difficult skill that it results in the killing of Black civilians again and again then perhaps the problem is not the civilians.

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    The Charlottesville Declaration

    April 27, 2019
    A suburb showing about 100 houses on winding streets.

    From Levittown to Black Lives Matter

    June 26, 2020

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 27: Living into Expectations

    June 18, 2019
  • Books,  education,  faith,  reviews

    REVIEW: Urban Apologetics

    April 6, 2021 /

    This is a solid book and a solid resource for any Christian, but it is focused on the needs of the Black Christian in today’s America.

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    REVIEW: How to Fight Racism

    December 28, 2020
    A book cover. A young boy holding his bicycle is kissed by a young girl.

    Mwen damou pou Vava – a story

    March 17, 2023

    If I love you, I have to make you conscious of the things you don’t see

    January 26, 2019
  • faith,  family,  justice,  musings,  racism

    This Do

    April 1, 2021 /

    There is nothing that white American Christians have or want as human beings that our Black brothers and sisters do not want.

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    The Purpose-Driven Lie

    October 23, 2019

    A Non-Traditional Blessing

    August 20, 2019
    graffito silhouette of girl reaching for red heart on a string

    Words of Apology

    May 9, 2020
  • faith,  history,  justice,  racism

    On the Public Death of a Suspect

    March 30, 2021 /

    I am watching the trial of Derek Chauvin, taking place right now, to determine his culpability and guilt in the public death of George Floyd some ten months ago.

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    Can This Racial Division Be Healed?

    February 11, 2021
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    Which Way?

    October 9, 2021

    When They See Us—Buffalo Edition

    May 16, 2022
  • church building in an empty field. The sky is gloomy. A fence runs down the right side of the picture.
    American Exceptionalism,  faith,  history,  justice,  racism

    Can This Racial Division Be Healed?

    February 11, 2021 /

    It’s fascinating and saddening to realize that the people who are outside the faith have a better understanding of Jesus and Christianity and the Gospel than many Evangelicals have.

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    To My Evangelical Faith Family

    August 29, 2020
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    When We Don’t Want to Know

    September 28, 2019

    Wherefore art thou, Evangelicals?

    May 11, 2022
  • Three people sit facing a large mural. The mural has about a hundred faces.
    American Exceptionalism,  history,  justice,  photos,  racism

    We Must See People in Color

    January 22, 2021 /

    It is the reality of America that white people do recognize color, and use it for judgment about a person’s character.

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    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 20: My Robin Hood Syndrome

    April 9, 2019

    Wyte Innocence

    March 28, 2022

    Moral Switzerlands

    July 15, 2019
  • Close-up of two old doors painted white. The paint is peeling off.
    American Exceptionalism,  faith,  history,  justice,  racism

    Beyond the Sight Lines of Racism

    January 1, 2021 /

    Small acts lead to great effects, and nothing that we do is wasted when we are committed to doing well.

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    REVIEW: Good White Racist?

    May 24, 2021
    An ocean shore in the tropics. A line of palms stretches from the lower left to the middle right.

    When you think you want to help

    April 28, 2023
    A man is checking a map to see where he goes next

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 38: The Rugged Individual

    December 20, 2019
  • Books,  faith,  justice,  racism

    REVIEW: How to Fight Racism

    December 28, 2020 /

    Working to bring our fellow human beings up to their full dignity as people who are endowed with full human, civil rights is a good thing for all of us,

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    Review: When They Call You a Terrorist

    February 9, 2019

    REVIEW: Subversive Witness: Scripture’s Call to Leverage Privilege

    December 12, 2021
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    Mwen damou pou Vava – a story

    March 17, 2023
  • reviews

    THE CHRISTMAS EVE PROMISE—Interview with Elyse Douglas

    October 6, 2020 /

    Do those people change history all that much as they live their little lives? We come and go like passing clouds.

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    SPEAKEASY, by Elyse Douglass

    May 4, 2022
    A white man in a hat smiles at a white woman who smiles back.

    REVIEW: Good White Racist?2

    May 24, 2021

    A Review of BRIGHT STAR the Musical

    August 11, 2019
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