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That Good Samaritan did a good thing to someone in distress, and if the story stops there, then we have learned a good lesson, right? But what the story doesn’t…

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January 28, 2023
musings, reviews

THE CHRISTMAS EVE PROMISE, by Elyse Douglas

What if you could return to the past to correct a mistake in the present?

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October 1, 2020
musings

Review: A Confederacy of Dunces

A Confederacy of Dunces by John Kennedy Toole My rating: 4 of 5 stars Most excellent–funny, insightful, wacky. View all my reviews

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June 10, 2014
musicals, reviews, reviews, Taproot

A Review of BRIGHT STAR the Musical

This is a bluegrass musical set in the comfortable hills around Asheville, NC and outlying districts. In the 1920s in Hayes Creek, NC, a young girl, Alice, falls in love…

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August 11, 2019
American Exceptionalism, Celebrate Recovery, justice, Life Recovery Skills, violence

Wyte Innocence

Wyte people can’t be accused of bias or wrong unless there is exceedingly overwhelming “proof,” and even then we will go down fighting and insisting that we were not wrong

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March 28, 2022
  • American Exceptionalism,  Black Lives Matter,  faith,  history,  justice,  Life Recovery Skills,  racism,  violence

    When They See Us—Buffalo Edition

    May 16, 2022 /

    Perhaps white people's thoughts and prayers and good intentions aren't enough when their Black friends are asking for love and dignity.

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    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 28: I Am the Elephant

    June 24, 2019
    Close-up of two old doors painted white. The paint is peeling off.

    Beyond the Sight Lines of Racism

    January 1, 2021

    Entertainment Matters

    February 23, 2019
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Countdown to learning Kreyòl

    May 15, 2022 /

    Okay, it’s been, what, ten weeks? I’ve found better and better resources to learn kreyòl ayisyen, and while I am in no way fluent, I was able to have a conversation with my tutor last week. Now, I did write out the narrative in English so I had a good idea of what I’d be talking about, but I translated on the fly from my English text to kreyòl, sometimes stumbling, sometimes mixing up sounds. (I don’t know what the confusion is called, but I would try to say something like “etidye” and it would come out “editye,” which are two different words and meanings.) I’m having trouble with size-comparisons…

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    Liv kreyòl ayisyen fini!

    December 8, 2022

    My First Foray into the Field

    November 16, 2023
    avocado, split in half. The bottom half is the entire avocado, and the top half shows the top part of the seed.

    My Year So Far

    June 1, 2024
  • American Exceptionalism,  faith,  history,  racism

    Wherefore art thou, Evangelicals?

    May 11, 2022 /

    As America evolved as an independent nation freeing itself from certain connections with Britain such as political and economic control, so did the church, centering itself in the power and people of America who ran the nation, and inescapably represented their cultural values through religious language and theology.

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    Beliefs and Behaviors

    August 19, 2021

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 17: My Good People

    March 20, 2019

    The Charlottesville Declaration

    April 27, 2019
  • musings

    SPEAKASY: An interview with Elyse Douglas

    May 4, 2022 /

    I had the opportunity to interview Elyse Douglas about her latest book, SPEAKEASY, published by Broadback. I appreciate that she gave so generously of her time when she could be working on the sequel!

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    Hope

    March 6, 2019
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    Pride and Prejudice, Staged

    October 26, 2019

    The Purpose-Driven Lie

    October 23, 2019
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    SPEAKEASY, by Elyse Douglass

    May 4, 2022 /

    Roxie Raines is a girl out of time in 1925s New York City. So how did someone from 2019 end up in a speakeasy, anyway?

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    I Am MLK Jr

    October 21, 2019
    A book cover. A young boy holding his bicycle is kissed by a young girl.

    Mwen damou pou Vava – a story

    March 17, 2023

    A Review of BRIGHT STAR the Musical

    August 11, 2019
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Maybe a corner is turned

    April 20, 2022 /

    I’ve been hard at work with my lessons in kreyòl on Duolingo, and on paper it looks good—Level 21 / 25! Super, right? Only I’m frustrated because it still seems so atomized. I’m learning words and some phrases, but Duolingo has limited flexibility to say things in other ways. For example, “Sa k pase?” which means “How’s it going?” (“What’s passing/happening?”). But the more common phrase in Haiti is “Sa k ap fèt?” which means “What’s up?” (“What’s the festival?”). Or even the short “Anfòm?” with the response “Anfòm” (“Fit” / “Okay?” “Fit” / “Yes”). It’s not wrong to say “Sa k ap pase?” It’s fine! But it’s more common…

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    I begin “Chita Pa Bay”

    December 31, 2022

    2-3-5 are prime days for learning

    October 24, 2022
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    Language and Memory

    February 10, 2025
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    The case of the missing person

    April 17, 2022 /

    Today’s lesson brought up what I’d seen in the past in a few lessons here and there. Let me show you this sentence in kreyòl: L ap akompli li. Based on what I’ve learned, the word for “he,” “she,” and “it” is “li.” Sometimes (well, to be honest, probably 98% of the time!) the “li” is shortened to just “l” when followed by a vowel sound, such as the word “ap,” which turns the verb “akompli” (accomplish) into the participle form “accomplishing.”  And it’s not a perfect 1:1 ratio. Sometimes it looks like it can’t be shortened, and I am not certain of the rules. I do know that the…

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    Bogs and marshes and slogs oh my!

    January 31, 2023
    A Haitian man wearing a plaid tan shirt stands on a hillside looking over the valleys and hills below him.

    Ayiti se yon lide—Haiti is an idea

    January 3, 2023

    Food Is Family

    May 7, 2023
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Let’s talk about what, exactly

    April 16, 2022 /

    Let’s talk about what, exactly. So kreyòl has a whole interesting way to form words of interrogation/asking in ways that remind me of Esperanto. The key to the base of question-words is “ki” (pronounced “kee” but with a short vowel sound that’s hard to show in English—think of it in the way you’d say in Spanish “aqui”). So “ki” by itself is kinda just “what” or whichki tòti == which turtles? ki + moun == what people == whokilès is also “who” [I think the “lès” is an agglomerative noun of some kind, like “people,” but I make it a rule that I don’t try to go further than where…

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    Eighteen Months In

    September 19, 2023

    My First Foray into the Field

    November 16, 2023

    In which I learn more words

    July 5, 2022
  • American Exceptionalism,  Black Lives Matter,  Celebrate Recovery,  history,  justice,  Life Recovery Skills,  racism

    Not Your Place, Not Your Time

    April 15, 2022 /

    White people, do not go into Black spaces to help change the conversation or add your very important opinion. It is just not the time and place for that.

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    When it is too much to bear but must be borne

    April 18, 2023

    New Year, New Labels

    January 1, 2019
    A stramd of barbed wire running horizontally

    When Our Bibles Get It Wrong

    February 27, 2022
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    The mystery of the “the”

    April 6, 2022 /

    There has been a couple of things I’ve been keeping notes on as I’m learning, and one of them is the mystery of the final “a/an/nan/lan” in some sentences referring to “my thing.” For example,“Èske ou bezwen pa m nan?” which is to mean “Do you want mine?” It parses out fairly easily as “Do” (Èske) “you” (ou) “want” (bezwen) “my thing” (pa m, short for pa / pou mwen, meaning “for me”), but that final “nan” was just mysterious. In this context “nan” is standing for the idea of “that” or “the.” Example, “dam nan” (or “dam lan”) is “the lady.” You can see the connection with “Dame” and…

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    One thing more

    November 20, 2022

    At long last, language

    June 1, 2022
    An inflated semi-circle arching over a racetrack. It is labeled FINISH

    It’s Been a Minute…

    February 23, 2023
  • American Exceptionalism,  Celebrate Recovery,  faith,  history,  Life Recovery Skills,  racism

    Making Good in Trouble

    March 29, 2022 /

    “Making good trouble” means stirring things up so that we do not become complacent about our situation and resigned to injustice

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    When We Don’t Want to Know

    September 28, 2019

    Moral Switzerlands

    July 15, 2019
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    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 32: Getting Over Myself

    October 14, 2019
  • American Exceptionalism,  Celebrate Recovery,  justice,  Life Recovery Skills,  violence

    Wyte Innocence

    March 28, 2022 /

    Wyte people can’t be accused of bias or wrong unless there is exceedingly overwhelming “proof,” and even then we will go down fighting and insisting that we were not wrong

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    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 25: Belonging

    May 14, 2019
    Two women, one white, one Black, are having a conversation with each other. They're seated facing each other at a table next to a large window overlooking an urban setting.

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 45: Normalizing Race Talk

    May 9, 2020

    Sliding Away from Relevancy

    September 24, 2019
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    What’s mine is mine, I guess

    March 26, 2022 /

    Week 4 of learning Haitian Creole and things are kicking up a notch. Now it’s getting into “ownership” (how to say that something is mine or yours, such as “my father” or “your cat” or even “mine” or “yours.” It is not what I expected, and previously used words now are used in very new ways. It is at once easier—no new words to learn!—and harder—hey, some words have entirely different meaning now! Which is like English, of course, but I’ve been speaking/writing/hearing English for my whole life, and it just “makes sense” that English can verb nouns with ease & we pick it up. So, onward and upward! Èske…

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    Day 270 of the Infinite Journey

    November 19, 2022

    Liv kreyòl ayisyen fini!

    December 8, 2022
    A Haitian man wearing a plaid tan shirt stands on a hillside looking over the valleys and hills below him.

    Ayiti se yon lide—Haiti is an idea

    January 3, 2023
  • bronze bust of Julius Caesar seen from the side
    American Exceptionalism,  Black Lives Matter,  Celebrate Recovery,  faith,  history,  justice,  Life Recovery Skills,  racism

    Jesus as Emperor

    March 22, 2022 /

    The vision of Jesus for empire Christianity in our Sunday Schools and sermons and theologies is really an irrelevant Jesus who does not match the Jesus of the texts.

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    To Study Portuguese

    February 20, 2019

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 35: If Only You’d Be More Like Me

    November 15, 2019

    I Am MLK Jr

    October 21, 2019
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Starting point

    March 20, 2022 /

    About three weeks ago I was encouraged by some Haitian friends to start using Duolingo. They knew of my interest in learning their language, and they had talked with me about the differences in the French and Haitian Creole languages, but there really wasn’t a place that would make it easy for me to learn kreyòl ayisyen. Then Duolingo announced they were releasing their course on Haitian Creole! They urged me to sign up, and so I did. I’m now about three weeks in, and it’s been a whirlwind. Here are some observations: Learning a language isn’t just about learning words. It’s about learning rhythms and logic and meanings of…

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    Seeing with a New Tongue

    August 27, 2023

    Short stories and lengthy processes

    January 16, 2023

    Connections

    June 28, 2022
  • A man works to repair a church window.
    American Exceptionalism,  Black Lives Matter,  Celebrate Recovery,  faith,  family,  history,  justice,  Life Recovery Skills,  racism,  remodeling

    On Deconstruction

    March 17, 2022 /

    For the vast, vast majority of people, “deconstruction” is a good thing. Deconstruction can result in something far different and, in my opinion, far better than, white Evangelical Christianity.

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    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 14: ZAP!

    March 10, 2019

    Entertainment Matters

    February 23, 2019

    Sliding Away from Relevancy

    September 24, 2019
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    American Exceptionalism,  Celebrate Recovery,  history,  justice,  Life Recovery Skills

    When Our Bibles Get It Wrong

    February 27, 2022 /

    The history of the church is our confidence in rightly understanding until we realize how terribly wrong we’ve misunderstood everything.

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    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 37: Boxes and Labels

    November 29, 2019

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 6: From Confusion to Shock

    February 8, 2019

    Green Books, Black Lives, and White History

    February 28, 2019
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    The journey begins . . .

    February 21, 2022 /

    Today I started my first lessons in Haitian Creole (“kreyòl ayisyen”) using Duolingo. Wish me luck!

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    One thing more

    November 20, 2022
    A book cover. A young boy holding his bicycle is kissed by a young girl.

    Mwen damou pou Vava – a story

    March 17, 2023

    Food Is Family

    May 7, 2023
  • Black Lives Matter,  Fifth Avenue Theatre,  musicals,  racism,  reviews,  reviews,  Village Theatre

    To Be Human Again

    January 25, 2022 /

    Sometimes the arts can entertain us. Disney has surely figured out that formula. But sometimes . . . the arts can open something up to us that we didn’t ever think we needed to see and learn.

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    When it is too much to bear but must be borne

    April 18, 2023
    A footbridge in the fog. The bridge is held up by a concrete hand.

    Be Like Betty White

    January 2, 2022

    Not Your Place, Not Your Time

    April 15, 2022
  • Books,  faith,  justice,  racism,  reviews

    REVIEW: Anxious to Talk About It

    January 17, 2022 /

    You will not find this to be the “answer book.” It’s not designed for that. This is a book that invites us to join in the community, in the discussion, in the journey.

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    If I love you, I have to make you conscious of the things you don’t see

    January 26, 2019
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    Mwen damou pou Vava – a story

    March 17, 2023

    REVIEW: Subversive Witness: Scripture’s Call to Leverage Privilege

    December 12, 2021
  • A footbridge in the fog. The bridge is held up by a concrete hand.
    American Exceptionalism,  Black Lives Matter,  history,  justice,  racism

    Be Like Betty White

    January 2, 2022 /

    Betty White, a white woman in an industry that empowered only white men, stood up for what's right. It cost her the job that she loved. But she did it, not “anyway,” but “because.” She did it because of her own moral integrity.

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    February 20, 2019

    The Voices Are Coming from Inside the House

    July 12, 2019

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    April 27, 2019
  • Black Lives Matter,  Books,  history,  justice,  racism,  reviews

    REVIEW: Subversive Witness: Scripture’s Call to Leverage Privilege

    December 12, 2021 /

    The book’s subtitle hints at what’s to come: we are all granted some level of privilege in life that others do have; those who have the most privilege are called to use that privilege

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    Jesus as Emperor

    March 22, 2022

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    November 16, 2023

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    June 19, 2021
  • faith,  history,  racism,  violence

    When the Good News Isn’t So Good

    December 10, 2021 /

    We have to face the fact that Christians often pick up odious behavior traits and exhibit them while singing songs of love and praise to Jesus of Nazareth.

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    A Place We Cannot Enter

    October 14, 2019

    Beliefs and Behaviors

    August 19, 2021
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    When we resist, we resist completely

    April 8, 2023
  • faith,  justice,  racism,  violence

    The Cross and the Gun

    December 3, 2021 /

    A lot of what passes for discipleship and church membership in America is lacking in this demand to lay down our lives before Jesus and to cast aside the devil and all his works.

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    When We See Them

    October 24, 2024

    REVIEW: How to Fight Racism

    December 28, 2020

    Of Course I’m Racist

    September 16, 2019
  • Black Lives Matter,  faith,  history,  justice,  racism

    REVIEW: Shoutin’ in the Fire

    November 10, 2021 /

    I had to read this slowly, thoughtfully, with many pauses and breaks. There have been books I’ve read through in one sitting, sometimes because they are so fast paced that they demand my continued attention until I am done. Sometimes it’s over a few days. But this book . . . this book was something I’d pick up, read some pages, and then become so full of feelings that I had to put it down. To think a little. Process what was going on. Try to understand what was happening as the part of me I recognize as “me” was encountering this most remarkable book. Danté has written a book…

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    Jesus as Emperor

    March 22, 2022

    My First Foray into the Field

    November 16, 2023
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    Hard Questions, Hard Answers

    June 20, 2021
  • American Exceptionalism,  faith,  history,  justice,  racism

    When You See Their Truth

    November 1, 2021 /

    Whatever your beliefs are about redemption and salvation and even universalism—Jesus was always with those who are most despised and feared by Evangelicals. They’re the people he had meals with. Their homes were his resting place. They were whom he wept for.

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    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 42: Solidarity and Accountability

    March 16, 2020

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 10: The Melting Pot

    February 22, 2019
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    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 43: From Tolerance to Engagement

    March 18, 2020
  • Black Lives Matter,  justice

    REVIEW: The Secret Lives of Church Ladies

    October 12, 2021 /

    These are the stories of Black women living lives as Black women with no one else as their betters, let alone their equals.

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    When we resist, we resist completely

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