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Let’s Suppose

Let’s suppose Christians were a despised minority in America. Let’s suppose they were arrested at rates far higher than other religious believers, or even non-believers. Let’s suppose they were charged…

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May 23, 2015
challenges, Life Recovery Skills

Is Paris Worth the Price of a Mass?

Shocking revelation:No political party or interest group is without bias, and that includes conservative Evangelicals. Also shocking:No political party or interest group (including Evangelicals) represents themselves or their opponents perfectly.…

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September 29, 2018
faith, family

A Reminder: Welcome to Our Muslim Neighbors

Note: I first wrote this when I was asked to give the community welcome to the Muslim community in our town. There were certain comments made by local residents as…

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March 16, 2019
Celebrate Recovery, challenges, education, family, history, musings, questions

Christians, We’re Doing It Wrong (Again)

I read in the news today where a family in Oklahoma is being threatened with death for the crime of . . . protesting the distribution of religious materials in…

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May 16, 2015
Celebrate Recovery, essays, history, Life Recovery Skills, musings, questions, writing

The Closing of the American Heart

Recently there has been a move in America for Christians to demand the right to avoid serving people with whom they disagree theologically. The claim is made that by baking…

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February 24, 2014
  • A montage of human faces overlaid by various color filters.
    American Exceptionalism,  faith,  family,  history,  justice,  kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    What makes someone a human?

    March 2, 2023 /

    Rather than seek to deny the humanity of gay people and trans people, what about using your religion to help you decide to know more about them so that you can love them better?

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    Sliding Away from Relevancy

    September 24, 2019

    Real but Imaginary Threats

    June 19, 2021

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 35: If Only You’d Be More Like Me

    November 15, 2019
  • An inflated semi-circle arching over a racetrack. It is labeled FINISH
    history,  kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    It’s Been a Minute…

    February 23, 2023 /

    It was 365 days ago I first started using #Duolingo to begin my journey learning Haitian Creole (#kreyol #ayisyen). Why?

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    We Must See People in Color

    January 22, 2021
    Six people participate in a close group hug.

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 25: Belonging

    May 14, 2019

    News and Updates

    April 13, 2019
  • A person climbs a sheer cliff.
    kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Day 360 : Se Papa Li, Se Pa Pa Li

    February 18, 2023 /

    There are times when I feel pretty good about my abilities, and then there are other times when I think I am the most ignorant and ill-taught student ever.

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    In which I learn more words

    July 5, 2022

    Connections

    June 28, 2022
    Two matching windows, side by side, with matching shutters. There is a flowerpot in each window.

    De Kestyon, Reponn (Two Questions, Answered)

    January 26, 2023
  • A spider web, close up, illuminated by the morning sun. Behind it is a forest.
    kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    The Subtle Traps for the Unwary Learner

    February 8, 2023 /

    But then you start constructing your more complicated sentences and paragraphs, and it seems that every phrase has another chance to pick the not-quite-right grammatical construction or phrase or word

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    Food Is Family

    May 7, 2023

    One thing more

    November 20, 2022

    Short stories and lengthy processes

    January 16, 2023
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Bogs and marshes and slogs oh my!

    January 31, 2023 /

    Yesterday in class I read two pages of text, out loud, and then translated them on the fly, to the point where I was laughing out loud at some of the more ridiculous events in the story.

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    One thing more

    November 20, 2022

    The Real 300

    December 19, 2022

    The Enchantment of Creole

    December 12, 2022
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    American Exceptionalism,  Black Lives Matter,  history,  justice,  racism,  violence

    Safety monitors

    January 28, 2023 /

    That Good Samaritan did a good thing to someone in distress, and if the story stops there, then we have learned a good lesson, right? But what the story doesn’t tell us in the background, and doesn’t tell us “the rest of the story.”

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    Green Books, Black Lives, and White History

    February 28, 2019
    church building in an empty field. The sky is gloomy. A fence runs down the right side of the picture.

    Can This Racial Division Be Healed?

    February 11, 2021

    Wherefore art thou, Evangelicals?

    May 11, 2022
  • Two matching windows, side by side, with matching shutters. There is a flowerpot in each window.
    faith,  history,  justice,  kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    De Kestyon, Reponn (Two Questions, Answered)

    January 26, 2023 /

    This kreyòl version is blunt: “Lè Josèf leve nan dòmi an, li fè sa anj Senyè a te di l la. Li marye ak Mari. Malgre sa, li te tann jouktan pitit la fèt anvan l te antre nan zafè sèks ak mari. Li rele pitit ki te fèt la Jezi.”—“When Joseph woke up from his sleep, he did what the angel of the Lord told him. He got married to Mary. Despite this, he waited until the child was born before entering into sex with Mary. He called the child that was born Jesus.”

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    Language and Memory

    February 10, 2025

    REVIEW: Urban Apologetics

    April 6, 2021

    Beliefs and Behaviors

    August 19, 2021
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language,  short story

    Short stories and lengthy processes

    January 16, 2023 /

    This week’s follow-up assignment was to write my own story, in Haitian Creole, using the grammatical constructions, and build out a similar example of dialog, interaction, and choices. Then, after writing it, I had to read the story and record it, and send the recording to my instructor.

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    Mwen damou pou Vava – a story

    March 17, 2023

    Connections

    June 28, 2022

    M toujou ap aprann – I’m still learning

    January 20, 2025
  • education,  kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Binary confidence (Binè konfyans)

    January 11, 2023 /

    I have two states of feeling when it comes to learning a language–I am either exhilarated or I am in the pit of despair. This week my instructor gave me praise on my reading of a short story in kreyòl as well as on my answers in kreyòl, and as this came from an instructor who has very high standards, I was elated. Perhaps I am not as slow as I thought I am! And he gave me some very simple instructions for this week: write a short story that has a similar situation (two people in a discussion trying to make several decisions in order to use some of…

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    A street scene in Jakmèl, Ayiti. (also known as Jacmel, Haiti) A colonnade with several open bays.

    Maurice Sixto and His Stories

    March 27, 2023

    #WakingUpWhite Chapter 24: Everyone Is Different; Everyone Belongs

    May 6, 2019
    Mixed Scrabble tiles

    Language and Memory

    February 10, 2025
  • A Haitian man wearing a plaid tan shirt stands on a hillside looking over the valleys and hills below him.
    education,  history,  kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Ayiti se yon lide—Haiti is an idea

    January 3, 2023 /

    It’s hard to overestimate the effects of that quake upon Haiti and Haitians. Twelve years later and so much has not yet been repaired. It was an earthquake that traumatized people—some who today cannot even handle being in a parking garage when a large truck drives by because the floors begin to vibrate and shake.

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    Several Haitian schoolchildren line up for a picture.

    Sometimes our brains tell the truth while our emotions lie

    May 3, 2023

    One thing more

    November 20, 2022
    book cover. An upraised fist of rebellion. Title "Fieldnotes on Allyship" is typeset underneath the fist.

    Fieldnotes on Allyship is Launched!

    October 2, 2020
  • A book cover for "Chita Pa Bay". An outline of a man With one hand he is holding a conch shell to his lips to sound an alarm, and with his other he holds a machete.
    education,  humor,  kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    I begin “Chita Pa Bay”

    December 31, 2022 /

    So I’m really loving this book because I have to read it and understand it to know what’s going on – but even better than that is that the story is engaging and challenging and funny. I can just see the interactions between the valiant Mannwèl, who’s curious and active in solving problems, Jèvilen, who carries the anger of his family towards Mannwèl and his family, and Anayiz, who’s seen as someone who “belongs” to Jèvilen but who will make her own choices!

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    Do This in Remembrance of Me

    August 25, 2022

    Day 270 of the Infinite Journey

    November 19, 2022

    One thing more

    November 20, 2022
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    The Real 300

    December 19, 2022 /

    Haiti is called the first Black republic in the New World, and what is unusual about it is that it was not a nation established by colonizers (England, Sweden, France, the Netherlands, Spain, and so on) but a nation established by the kidnapped and stolen population. Those who were treated as cheap and expendable labor found themselves and created their own nation, throwing France—their oppressors and enslavers—out of their own lands, setting up their own nation, a Black republic, differing in origin from all the other nations in the New World at that time.

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    Looking back 300 days

    December 16, 2022

    Ki kote m ye?

    July 23, 2023
    A Haitian man wearing a plaid tan shirt stands on a hillside looking over the valleys and hills below him.

    Ayiti se yon lide—Haiti is an idea

    January 3, 2023
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    kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Looking back 300 days

    December 16, 2022 /

    I feel really good that I’ve gotten this far. I’m still quite incompetent, but there are moments when it clicks.

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    Seeing with a New Tongue

    August 27, 2023

    The Real 300

    December 19, 2022

    My First Foray into the Field

    November 16, 2023
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    The Enchantment of Creole

    December 12, 2022 /

    I spent two hours transcribing what I heard, trying so very hard to get the meaning. It was good practice, and I think I got about 30% of the meaning. I just had moments when I heard a set of phonemes and syllables and thought “I have no idea what this is—it’s just a jumble of sounds.”

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    My First Foray into the Field

    November 16, 2023
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    Looking back 300 days

    December 16, 2022
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    It’s Been a Minute…

    February 23, 2023
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Liv kreyòl ayisyen fini!

    December 8, 2022 /

    So tonight I finished my first-year kreyòl book. I've been in it since April 2022*, and it has been a source of instruction and frustration as every single time in my lessons I discovered yet another perplexing element of Haitian Creole.

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    In which I learn more words

    July 5, 2022

    2-3-5 are prime days for learning

    October 24, 2022
    A book cover for "Chita Pa Bay". An outline of a man With one hand he is holding a conch shell to his lips to sound an alarm, and with his other he holds a machete.

    I begin “Chita Pa Bay”

    December 31, 2022
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Duolingo fini!

    November 27, 2022 /

    I thought that perhaps learning Haitian Creole would be interesting. I did not imagine that it would be a transforming experience.

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    Binary confidence (Binè konfyans)

    January 11, 2023
    avocado, split in half. The bottom half is the entire avocado, and the top half shows the top part of the seed.

    My Year So Far

    June 1, 2024
    A Haitian man wearing a plaid tan shirt stands on a hillside looking over the valleys and hills below him.

    Ayiti se yon lide—Haiti is an idea

    January 3, 2023
  • American Exceptionalism,  education,  history,  kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    One thing more

    November 20, 2022 /

    There is a glass bubble around white people in America and elsewhere, a bubble that lets us see through to the lives of others, but that protects us from questioning the wisdom laid down in our schoolrooms and homes and churches about what events “really mean.”

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    Real but Imaginary Threats

    June 19, 2021
    Leaf floating on water

    When You Fall

    September 21, 2019

    What Would You Do If You Could Bring Conciliation?

    January 17, 2019
  • education,  history,  justice,  kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Day 270 of the Infinite Journey

    November 19, 2022 /

    What better way to find connecting with people than to learn their language well enough to listen to them, understand, and reply in their own language with the full context of their culture?

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    Maurice Sixto and His Stories

    March 27, 2023

    One thing more

    November 20, 2022
    book cover. An upraised fist of rebellion. Title "Fieldnotes on Allyship" is typeset underneath the fist.

    Fieldnotes on Allyship is Launched!

    October 2, 2020
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    2-3-5 are prime days for learning

    October 24, 2022 /

    So much of what I'm reading now in my materials assumes a deep knowledge of Haitian culture and history, so that a simple phrase like "tèt kale" turns into a discussion about Haitian leaders and how the phrase is used not just to identify them but to make a pèsonifikasyon

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    M toujou ap aprann – I’m still learning

    January 20, 2025
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    My Year So Far

    June 1, 2024

    In which I learn more words

    July 5, 2022
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    M kontinye aprann kreyòl ayisyen

    October 14, 2022 /

    It’s just weird how the cycle works. I reach a point where I just cannot absorb another thing in kreyòl. I am tired. My head is full of mush. It is all just sounds, and sounds that all seem the same. Then in a few days—sometimes almost overnight—it just clicks. Again. Last time I posted (a week ago) I was unable to do anything more. I canceled my tutorial lesson, did the minimum each day in Duolingo, did almost nothing the entire week in my homework (the printed book we’re using for my lessons), and in general mostly just checked out. I hadn’t given up. But I was just .…

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    The Real 300

    December 19, 2022
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    Great Unexpectations

    January 28, 2024
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    Language and Memory

    February 10, 2025
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    M sispann!

    October 6, 2022 /

    I so much want to be able to speak and understand this language, but if I can't do this outside the classroom, then I just don't know the language.

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    It’s Been a Minute…

    February 23, 2023
    Several Haitian schoolchildren line up for a picture.

    Sometimes our brains tell the truth while our emotions lie

    May 3, 2023
    A person climbs a sheer cliff.

    Day 360 : Se Papa Li, Se Pa Pa Li

    February 18, 2023
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Pwofesè, tèt mwen chaje

    September 26, 2022 /

    Man, today was rough. My tutor and I talked lasted week about my lessons. (This is my third tutor.) I am okay with reading kreyòl—I can typically read a text and comprehend what I’m reading because I’m translating as I go, and I pick up a lot of context clues. But I’m seeing the words and phrases at a glance, and that helps me translate quickly. So I said to him, we should spend more time with you talking and me listening & then responding. That is, not using a text but instead listening to actual kreyòl being spoken. Now, all three of my tutors are very well educated, all…

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    Looking back 300 days

    December 16, 2022

    Short stories and lengthy processes

    January 16, 2023

    My First Foray into the Field

    November 16, 2023
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Nou aprann nan kominote nou an

    September 25, 2022 /

    I think I’ve hit another wall. The first wall was after the first month or so of learning kreyòl ayisyen (Haitian Creole, or HC) when I realized that Duolingo wasn’t doing enough for me. It was helping, sure! I gained the essentials of vocabulary and grammar, and as I continue to use Duolingo (I’m on Day 214) my vocabulary continues to increase to the point where I now “know” about 700-800 words. (To be fair, many of them are reusable words that have many meanings, so “pa” and “konnen” and “fè” and “mache” are doing a lot of work to hide a lot of what I know. And don’t get…

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    2-3-5 are prime days for learning

    October 24, 2022

    Liv kreyòl ayisyen fini!

    December 8, 2022

    In which I learn more words

    July 5, 2022
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Nou monte ansanm

    September 23, 2022 /

    Another update on my language journey: Last night I was given a text to read that I’d never seen before. I read it out loud to my instructor, then answered questions about the text in the same language. My instructor said it was a pleasure to hear me read out loud. I got most of the questions right—we’re getting into the territory of idioms and figures of speech, and let me tell you, there is no other way to harvest that field without rigorous plowing and tilling—and we ran out of time not because I got stuck but because we were so deep in the conversation. Totally not saying I’m…

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    Connections

    June 28, 2022
    A person climbs a sheer cliff.

    Day 360 : Se Papa Li, Se Pa Pa Li

    February 18, 2023
    Photo by Justin Heap on Unsplash

    Looking back 300 days

    December 16, 2022
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    There are so many more mountains

    September 21, 2022 /

    “Dèyè mòn gen mòn.” This is one of the very first phrases I learned in my Haitian Creole book. (In fact, it was on the same page as the other phrase, “Pale kreyòl, aprann kreyòl.”) As is with such sayings, there is the surface meaning (“Behind mountains there are mountains”) and then there are the more subtle meanings. Haiti, “The Land of Mountains,” has a history that is shaped by its physical structure as well as the underlying tectonic movements. Mountains and earthquakes have shaped Haiti, and still do. But it’s more than that. Behind the strong people you see, there are hidden people you don’t see. That’s another meaning.…

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    The Real 300

    December 19, 2022

    Duolingo fini!

    November 27, 2022

    Liv kreyòl ayisyen fini!

    December 8, 2022
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Nou aprann kreyòl ansanm – we learn kreyol together

    September 19, 2022 /

    So I just had a most excellent lesson with my teacher today. We “met” on a Discord server in a group for people who are learning to speak and write kreyòl ayisyen. He was very kind, and suggested that we schedule a time to talk this week. Except for the unfortunately bad connection (there is just a problem with phone lines connecting during rough weather), we had good conversation. Apparently, I’m speaking a bit better than I thought. I want to work on my accent and rhythm, so we’ll spend about an hour a week. doing just that. That makes three teachers, with formal lessons three times a week with…

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    Liv kreyòl ayisyen fini!

    December 8, 2022

    M toujou ap aprann – I’m still learning

    January 20, 2025
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    Language and Memory

    February 10, 2025
  • kreyòl ayisyen,  language

    Tools for learning Haitian Creole

    September 18, 2022 /

    This is going to be a long post at the behest of some others who want to know what tools I have been using to learn Haitian Creole (kreyòl ayisyen). The first tool I picked up was Duolingo (duolingo.com, duolingo app on Apple/Android). This tool is an easy-to-use app that uses “gamification” to not just help you learn, but to get you to want to learn because you get points for consistency and accuracy, you find yourself in competition with others, and there are silly interludes that can make it feel like it’s fun to learn a new language. Duolingo has been around for a while – I first signed…

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    The Real 300

    December 19, 2022

    In which I learn more words

    July 5, 2022

    At long last, language

    June 1, 2022
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